Don't Worry, It Will Soon Pass, Whatever It Is

So far all I've written is doom and gloom. I talked to my husband about He Who Must Not Be Named lol We agreed that its not a big deal, and probably something that comes along with being married so young. I suppose we will miss out on a lot of things since we got married at 19. I mean we've gone to a strip club together, not the best idea lol We partied like normal 19 and 20 year olds early in our marriage, but we both got bored with that quick. I might sound like a snob, but I'm ok with that because this is my opinion. We got tired of it because we got tired of surrounding ourselves with people who do nothing but smoke and drink all day. Do not misunderstand me, I have smoked weed, and at the time it was fun, now I am kinda over it. I drink, and so does my husband. However, We don't see the need to drink every weekend and get completely wasted every time we drink. We like to drink and enjoy ourselves. And best of all, we like to remember what we did. Anyway, this is not what I had intended to write about haha. Recently things have been a little tense between us, he leaves for work when I am asleep, I leave for work when he is on his way home. When he arrives home, I am still at work. By the time I am off from work and finally get home, He is asleep. So quality time happens on my one maybe two days off, and those are usually weekdays so we go out to dinner once a week and this is really taking a big toll on us. Hopefully it gets easier :) But Thankfully, I have this Saturday off, which is Family day at this work, so we can spend the entire day together and I finally get to see his workplace and meet his co workers. I am so excited for Saturday :) But because I have that day off, I can't see my little sister on her birthday which is a total bummer, Hopefully I can make it up to her next week. Oh, i turn 21 in a month!!! <3 YAY! Gnight